You are still the same MAN that I know.. 

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 - Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 12:50 AM
You really had never changed, you are still the only MAN I loved so much and no one else I can loved just as I loved you. Your love for your special one, for me, for her, for that little one keeps us of living despite the hard times we have been.

"You are a liar! Yes, you are! You are so selfish, and it is so true!"

And because of being what you are, you try to walled us from pain and difficulties. You keep on strengthening us even at times that we and You is so weak. You're the only man that made me of what I became, I become and will become someday. You provided us with everything that we need, despite of the hardship that you experienced, instead of experiencing them all with us., You taught us to stand on our own, but at times we are far from you, the loneliness we feel is quite that different. Your desire of keeping us together made each of us stronger to hold on each day. I'm so blessed that I have you as what you are in my life. It's amazing to know that despite of the storms that you encountered for us, you are still very thankful for what we have right now. And I guess, that's the spirit. And I'm so glad that I also have it because of you.

With every word you speak, youmade these eyes of mine away from dryness. Not because of hurt asnd pain but of so much happiness becuase i was born for you, and because of you.

I ♥ You PAPA!

I'll promise to still be your little princess through the ages. And you will always be the King in me,

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After a DECADE and a HALF .. =) 

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 - Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 12:01 AM
The tough 15 years of my life was really unforgettable. It's when I think that I'm actually growing up. At my early age, innumerable experiences are my indulgence. From easy to difficult, from little to small to big to large, from happy to sad, from sorrow to laughter. I have been through a lot of these experiences which made me of what i am now.

at 1, my father was only the man of my life, and my mother was the only friend I trusted a lot.

at 2, mama and papa were the words I tell everyone.

at 3, it is when I try to choose for myself, yet my parents know what's best for me.

at 4, I started collecting friends who turn my each day to an amazing one.

at 5, learning was inevitable, it is when abc's and 123's play their biggest role in my life.

at 6, my first to a bigger world challenges me a lot.

at 7, it is when I tell to myself that 1 + 1 is always 2 and not 3 or 0 and even 1.

at 8, my life is accompanied with such rhythm and beat of sounds.

at 9, friendship was actually what I treasure most.

at 10, I'd known that life was a battle to fight on, and a journey to move on.

at 11, failures are my finest teachers.

at 12, I begin to search my true identity.

at 13, I've known that my life is actually mine and not of others.

at 14, my heart softens at someone who came along with me in my journey.

at 15, life was never easy, i have to stand to live for my own and for those whom I love. The battle gets tougher and tougher each day and the journey was difficult to move on.

and yet, there is this MAN who guides me throughout a DECADE and a HALF, who planned everything about me and of me, even the single strand of my hair, and the tiniest wound I have.

My life, it is no longer steady, I can never be always 15 for the next years to come. I'm growing old and I'm growing so fast. Everything in my life is changing, and I don't still have the thoughts of what will happen next ..

at 16, ....

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Oozing the PAIN was never FUN .. =( 

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 - Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 11:48 PM
Time of my life, that's what I look for. To have the time where I will succeed and find that true and right someone who would actually hold me high and tight. Someone who would never let me go as they always say, and that someone that can take my breath away. For all these long, tough years, i have been with someone I thought and still hoping to be my forever till my very end, to be my happiness and my future success.

I were still very young since I got fell in love with him. Then, it was never in my mind. and never in him also, that we may took a long run in our relationship. We've been through hard days, difficult weeks and months, and even painful years. Painful it is, loving is soothing in the soul yet slowly breaking you and causing you so much pain. But I tell you, holding on even in times of giving up made us stronger, keep us standing until the next tick of the clock.

Yet, behind that "holding on" are unheard heartbeats asking for help, to hear their helpless sounds. Oozing the pain from the inside was never really fun. Even crying to let the hurt out, was never a remedy. Telling how much hurt you feel was never even a cure. What else can I do? What else can I choose for?

For now, it's about, hearing those unheard heartbeats, wiping those tears of crying feelings, and waiting for the next tick of the clock where I am hoping that we can be happy again, live our lives in our unending success.

Lose no hope for the both of us. Keep holding on and never that giving up. Let every happiness and pain sooth into our souls.


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