♥Undying Passion♥ 

Friday, May 29, 2009 - Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 8:21 PM
May 19, 2009

A lifetime
A lifetime happiness would never be found when you're alone, when you get to travel life in your ways, your thoughts and your own actions. Taking everything of life with your own decisions. Life becomes terribly unwell when you live as an individual, living from the care of other people That when everything seems bad that only you can fix for every thing that is broken.

But then, along this long life, you'll gonna find someone, who will become a part of your life, who will gonna take his time and attention to lend to you and grasp you in every minute that life crosses for the both of you. He will be that someone that would care you like nobody else does. Someone that is willing to sacrifice everything, for you to experience and live life to the fullest with happiness that you were really looking for. Someone you could share the finest laughters you've treasured most and those valuable tears that roll down from your eyes that would suddenly gone and dries up as he wipes all of it. Giving you all of his hanky for him to wipe your tears whenever you cry whenever he is not around.

A loving feeling that whenever you want to run and escape the reality of life, there is that someone you could always rely on and together, both of you shout and conquers the whole world. Running under the big and small drops of water in the cold climate, playing and reminiscing the green fields. Having a lot of fun in the mud while throwing water with each other. And whenever his there, it is a very nice feeling sitting beside each other, holding each others' hand and talking all times you've spent and telling each other how much you loved him and her. And its good to know that whenever the road of life gets tougher, both of you, hand in hand, taking time to fix and straighten the crooked road.

But there are these times, destiny tests the strength of love and commitment you've been sharing, when it gets to the point that its between you and him against the whole world. But then, you've still made for it and prove the whole world that there is no greater than the world could separate the both of you. It is then a battle of the both of you with God as your guide in rival of the whole world. Sometimes, it feels like giving up, but they should not, because there is no greater thing that could ever defeat the love that you've been sharing for someone. But above all, it is just between you and him, taking everything that world gives and treasure, living it to the fullness.

Life would be very nice when you just try to follow your heart, think wisely, give your best and learning to love the REST.

♥♥ I LOvE my !eyded ♥♥

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♥Risky chances♥ 

Monday, May 25, 2009 - Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 1:19 AM
May 17, 2008


Taking risks in life has been the most cruel and very playful thing I'd done in my life. It's a guide for a straight or could be a crooked path towards the end of a journey. It's a thing describe as "now or never". At times life was settled to a 50-50 condition, a life and death unseen battle, when there no manifestos, no prospects, no maps, and no guides, and everything is unclear. Perhaps, one thing is sure above them all, it is my way, your way, our way is unimagined. Things come and go unexpectedly, suddenly, unconsciously.

Tough moments which test everything in you, mild and calm moments which would really mend you to stay as that for long and keep telling you not to move on towards the next step in life. Yet, sometimes, it has been fun, like playing a game and winning, winning and winning. It seems to be a very loving feeling that I don't want to end up everything for now, but whenever the time came that you lose the game, failing to reach your goals after taking hard time of doing all the risks, here you are, in a very downfall memento of which you just to shut up, sit down and set everything aside.

Like a man who wants to commit suicide by jumping from a very high building trying to end his miserable life. A sense of giving up that all the hope in you had gone and flew with the wind. And seems like everybody don't really care at all, in you, about you and of you. Whenever you fail, every mistake you've done which caused you to fail became a talk of town. People tend to talked badly without knowing that they were already hurting people, making people feel that life is already over and there are no hopes for that.

But it wasn't! For sometimes when we fail, some people try to take chances again and go on especially when the thing that they have been taking risks for is very precious and significant for them. But for some other time, everybody will really become so tired and just think of losing up everything they'd done, even though there are still a lot of time and chances to grab.

Life is just a way of deciding whether you take a risk and take a hard time on it, or just set it aside and just let the time flow wherever, whenever it goes. But remember, upon taking risks. There are still a lot of people who's still willing to their hands, enabling you to hold on to them and go, move on! But in case you are always failing and falling down, never ever keep into your mind the thing called GIVING UP! Because whenever you stand up from falling, it defines hope for new chapter of success, not now but maybe LATER!

Life is filled with a number of chances and yopu just have to find the right chance for you to win the battle.


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ EVERYTHING is under HIS plan, just BELIEVE! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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A game of chances 

Thursday, May 7, 2009 - Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 2:33 AM
Terribly wrong, I thought life was so easy as playing with toys. It would be as grabbing everything that is in front of you , but really its not! You be suffering too much pain for you to get everything that is in front of you. Dreams are hindered by many people, insults, sarcasms, disappointments and the like. Tough, very tough, so tough! You didn't know what will happen next. What will gonna happen if you make this, make that, say this and say that. Getting tired, getting difficult, getting harsh. For sometimes, you just want to cry in a loud scream for the world to hear that you are hurting. But then, sad to know, no one else cares. If you commit mistakes, people turn down on you, look so down, very down on you. Thinking that you are the most imperfect person living in this entire universe. Losing opportunities, taking chances, what else life should give?

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nO regrets!! 

Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 2:19 AM

New decisi0n in lyf.. put t0 blame? or put t0 never?

i think i’m happy ! i think i’m n0t .. =[[.. mxaya nah aq ngeun kxi jan pa rin xa !! pr0 di pra xa akin.. pr0 pra xa iba!!

hMm, lam q mxama mgxel0x !! hahaha !! gugma nah lng jhud !! hMm, after all d0x tryin’ stiLL never satisfied datx his xtiLL der !!

aHm, xana man gud kxi ala q nah lng y0n gnawa !! pr0 i xh0uld never regret.. kxi bc0x 0f it i learned a l0t..

th0oinhx !! hahaha !! bhala nah kng n0h mngyari .. pr0 xana di nq mxktan .. pr0 kei nah lng din , at leaxt n0w i kn0w f0r evry hurt i learn ..

learning nah lng jhud q always and ala nah tama q mbuhat !! hahaiy !! give and give nah lng !! kunchabgay!! itx better t0 give dan 2 receive !!

wixhing all g0od f0r me !! i mean bext d.i !! bhala nah !! unta jhud dli nah xad q mgcc in d end !!

happy man q n0w, pr0 xad in a p0int nah i think he’s n0t rily der !! bxtah unexplainable feeling !! ala gud sure2 ..

daw 50-50 jap0n !! hMm, daw feel q in the end , mglub0g ghp0n ang bangka!! hahaha !! bhala nah !! by G0d’x grace and mercy, h0pe everything will be g0od !!

pLxXxx !! i learned t0 sacrifice, i experience x0o much pain , i give my aLL, and h0ping everything will be d bext !!

xana tlga !! pLxXxXx !!

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in despair :] 

Posted by Joberlyn Manaois at 2:18 AM
what a hell ! my life is terribly getting a mess.. i always get freaking out with him. without then neither thinking of will be the effect to me.. I continue believing of foolish promises.. damn all of him! why is it i cant have that mysterious courage of telling him that once again i want to be free. free from his passion and cruelness. i hate him for being himself. yet, as an imperfect one, i still continue loving him as one of my best ones. I’m still in despair of everything we have. especially of the time i got to know him and answered him yes. of then before, i was thinking that, that certain time was then my best, but truly, my worst. my life got ruined because of that freaking him! i never really expect that with innocent outer garment is an ugly, deadly man. [hahaha..!] still can’t believe and bear in mind, that I’d made it. made my life miserable. dreams and success came at to risks. to whom then, could i run to ? help !

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